Planning our move to New York

 
    T told the partner at work that we would move to NY. It's conditional on us finding somewhere nice to live. He wanted us to go for three years but seems willing to accept less.

   Am keen to visit soon and start looking for nice areas. I'll ask Mum to come and look after the kids for a weekend. Not sure if she will.

   I keep worrying about it all, that we've made the wrong decision, that it will unsettle the children, make Mum and dad unhappy, etc. Am praying hard about it. I feel God reassuring me, showing me that we didn't push for this, the doors opened and we just are walking through them. 

   Took L to school. P walks now because carrying him hurts my back. He takes ages and stops to look at every tiny thing that takes his interest. He does look cute though as he waddles along.

   I must clean the house tomorrow. It's so hard to get jobs done with all this NY stuff buzzing around my head. All feels a bit unreal. I do hope people will visit us. I hate the thought of leaving all our friends and family behind.